A deep feeling, Type B, ambivert
A PROPERLY POURED GUINNESS - COUNTY FAIR LEMONADE - A BIG BOWL OF HOMEMADE PASTA - A GOOD EYEBROW DAY - A PERFECTLY CURATED PLAYLIST - TIGHT HUGS
cooking with my boyfriend. Exploring new places. Eating really good food. Visiting a museum and learning new facts. sitting on a porch listening to the birds. Getting my hands dirty. yapping with strangers turned new friends. Sleeping in.
At some point I stopped listening to my brain so much. There are way too many voices in there telling me what I should be doing, what I shouldn't be doing, what makes sense, what doesn't. Exhausting.
So now I mostly go with my gut. If it feels good, feels right, and I'm not hurting anyone, that's usually enough for me.
I don't want to spend my life worrying about whether I'm doing it "the right way". I want to make shit just because I want to. Be weird. Laugh until I can't breathe. Change my mind. Try things without needing to know where they're going. Actually be where I am instead of thinking about where I should be.
I'd much rather say “oh well” than spend my life wondering “what if?”